Embarrassing Moment!!

In LITMUS specifically in Binalaybay, which I don’t want to recall anymore because I was so embarrassed and I disappointed Mr. Guintivano because I admit that I wasn’t that prepared and it was so obvious with my attire during the contest even me I can’t understand what my attire looks. Actually, I was just given two days to memorize the whole 15 stanzas but I only memorized the piece just the day before the LITMUS contest but it doesn’t mean that I am blaming already Mr. Guintivano who made the piece and just gave it to me two days before because I think he forgot last Christmas Vacation that he said to me that he will be the one who will make the piece and not me so I didn’t make but a week before the Intramurals, he told me if I memorized my piece already and I was surprised because I thought he would do it for me because he said so before the vacation and so he admit that he forgot and he asked me if I can make and I said I don’t know how to especially it is in Hiligaynon and it was so deep but I said I will try also and if possible, I would just hire a person who would do it also for me because I was so busy and I don’t know also how to make but unfortunately, I didn’t find one. So by the time I will present, at first I was so confident but there’s a word that made me confused because I can’t pronounce it well and added by my nervous I forgot the rest of the paragraphs and I tried to make up but I can’t because I was already shivering and so I just ended it and came back to my seat thinking that I disappointed my tribe and our tribe advisers so, I asked for their forgiveness and I felt everyone laughed at me and I thought that what if I would not go to school anymore because I felt that the world is laughing at me every time I pass by them. But, I was encouraged by my mother that I would not lose hope and continue life. Hehehehehehehe!!....  Anyways, back to the story so before I joined the LITMUS contest I was first a cheer leader of the Tribe C when our tribe has a game and I almost lose my voice so I stopped because I was afraid that I could lose my voice before the LITMUS so I just silently watched the games and just jump as a sign that I am cheering too