Which will I choose my father or the books??

Second week of class we already use our books and I said to myself " Where will I get the money to buy these books??" at that time we are experiencing a great financial problem because we are also repairing our house for the preparation of the rainy season. My father is doing his best in looking for money especially he have a hard time working because of his broken leg at his right and also he don't have a permanent job he is just a family driver sometimes and he also have a shop in fixing cars but it does not have regular income. So now I don't have all the books only two new ones and three old ones but that is not enough for all the subjects I have. But I am trying to understand for as I said my father don't have regular job and my mother don't have work just in our home taking care of us. And also I am not just the only child we are actually three siblings and of course they are also studying. So now I am just listening to my teachers very well and I take down notes for me to have reviewer when we will have our quizzes or mastery tests and examinations.